[He'd ask Beelzebub why it matters, but it'd be a bit hypocritical. Beelzebub's just trying to sate his curiosity like Dongrang did.]

I targeted her based on our level of trust and the premise that I wouldn't act so suddenly after what I just went through in the first trial.

[He's sure they called him an idiot for it. But he knows for a fact that had he succeeded, they wouldn't be suspecting him so easily a second time around.]

I intended to sedate her and kill her once she couldn't fight back, but...I was too hasty. Too eager to be done with all of this.