[ That time was for sure, but still... (Shh, we don't talk about a certain other event.) ]

I guess I should, especially since I can't remember doing it. That's one of the reasons why it was so hard to write that letter to Ryou...

[ He know Ryou and Sora mean well, but he can't help but feel negative at the thought of trying to in a more clinical manner. Him being willing to admit to it now? A bigger step from him than it looks. ]

But I don't really know where to start with that here.